Hraaaagh. I am glad that Jay and I are so awesome, because it means we aren't working the weekend like a certain other project. That means I do, in fact, get to play D&D tomorrow. It's good to be awesome.

I totally just read the entire first book of The Last Herald Mage. Now I'm going to go back to bed and read EVEN MORE. I don't even know why I'm reading all the valdemar books, but damn are they going pretty fast.

The project that has been vexing me off and on for like two months is essentially finished. All that's left is some codemonkey copypasta crap to get it properly into the system.

I have never been so fucking relieved in my life.

Welcome to Miracles R Us. Our selection may be lacking, but our quality is indisputable!

More layoffs at work, an entire branch of the company doing the rolling furlough thing, pay cuts, etc, etc. Balls.

At least my actual fucking job isn't going too terribly badly. I will take what I can get, at this point.

Words cannot describe the sheer amount of clusterfuck at work. People are absolutely fucking retarded, there is no excuse for this shit.

All that and a demo tomorrow morning.

Basically, fuck this shit. Fucking idiots.

Another day and another two managers decide they need to shove their nose in and take up time with meetings to make sure that the programmers know just how important it is that this shit get done.

I am so fucking tired of this bullshit.

It's entirely possible that work -could- be worse right now, I suppose, but it'd be pretty hard.

I'm so fucking tired of this bullshit project, I'm tired of our retarded customers, I'm tired of half the fucking people I work with.

I am getting so very, very tired of dealing with people. I really just want to go to sleep.

I think I will.

Back to the fucking grind, beating my head against shitty third party code to get shit done.

I'm already dead fucking tired. Someday. Someday.

The last fucking thing I needed to hear before leaving on a short vacation is that a 27 million dollar contract is riding on my ability to make a recalcitrant third party program do what we need it to do, which I have been working on fruitlessly for two weeks.

NOT FUCKING HELPING.

Well, whenever I next run the work game, it'll at least be interesting, no matter what happens. Fighting for your life against impossible odds is almost always awesome.

This weekend has been spent mostly in sleep, and I'm still tired. The next week at work is probably going to be spent mainly on integration of our project with another project, which is always a fucking pain.

And then I just have to get through a 3 day week and I will have four days off in a row, because I'm taking a short vacation while we're between projects.

so I was up until 12:30 playing Heroes of Rokugan 2. Then, when I finally got to sleep, at 3:30 my fucking phone starts giving off its damn low battery alert. Every five minutes. I got three hours of sleep, and still managed to get everything done at work that needed to be.

I am fucking awesome, and now I'm going to go have a coma.

Made real progress on current project at work, and my design was deemed pretty much perfect. I can get behind that.

Now I just have to get the testing done tomorrow, or friday at worst. I need this shit to work, dammit.

There musta been something awful in the sandwich I had for lunch, because it completely wrecked my digestive tract. I am mightily displeased.

On the up side, work at least didn't go horribly today, and I sorta got some shit done!

Work just keeps getting worse. A company-wide conference call that probably didn't reassure anybody, followed by a colossal clusterfuck with my project that I can't help but think is going to end in my grisly demise as an employee.

This shit is annoying.

A long, bad day at work, capped with an hour meeting, and on top of all this, I'm getting sick when I need to spend tomorrow night running Heroes of Rokugan and all saturday playing it.

This is just not my year.

I'm about to go to bed, because I am exhausted from trying to get someone at work to give up his freaking attachment to an algorithm he's already written when it should be handling things a different way.

I'm going to have to go shopping on friday, because saturday is taken up again, this time for NukeCon.

I am exhausted from the sheer amount of shit I have to do this week. Too much to do, not nearly enough time.

Finally making decent progress at work.

Got woke up untimely from a nap after work, and so I am extremely tired.

Tomorrow, I run L5R again. If they keep going at a good clip, it'll be the end of this mod, and then on to a horrifically deadly mod from hell.

I cannot believe how incredibly tired I am today. I just finished a two and a half hour nap, and I am still ready to lay down and go back to sleep right away.

Tomorrow's going to be even worse, what with my day ending with an hour long meeting while after I eat a significant lunch.

In conclusion: Thursday afternoon is such a shitty time to have an hour long meeting.

I spent most of the day today chasing a bug that I can't duplicate on my own machine. Words cannot properly describe how fucking annoying that is, especially when the project is just starting a new schedule and we were behind before we fucking started.